Sunday, May 19, 2019

No longer a CNM


January 2019, I let my national midwifery license expire.  They sent me a letter saying I am no longer allowed to call myself a CNM.  I've been a midwife for 22 years and delivered over 2000 babies and although I've been a practicing artist the whole time, it saddens me to loose the title of Certified Nurse Midwife.  I have held the space and midwifed, women, children, families, and art my whole life. I cried when I received the letter.   Even though I have lost a title (which I am not sure I understand),  Doctors don't stop being MD's when they retire.

Moving forward, actively bringing all this chaos together.  Finding the rhythms and patterns of a lifetime of work and bringing to a cohesive conclusion. The conclusion is not yet and hard work with many layers of struggle is ever elusive.  Preparing for a large scale show with plans to include paintings, movement and birth. The struggle is real, the work is hard and it doesn't alway turn out how you think that is should. That's the power of art.

Saturday, February 23, 2019

Painting on Canvas



Posting some of the process of many many layers, of my latest painting. This painting is a 48 x 48 on canvas stapled to my studio wall.  The early layers of characters are usually how I start while morning journaling and they don't really show in the end and yet I do tend to spend time on them.  In a sense those early layers are like the left brain talking.  Look at those muddy layers  that must happen before trusting that clarity will happen in the end.



Friday, January 11, 2019

Tumbling into New Year 2019


Tumbling I Oil CWM on Panel 16 x16


Tumbling II Oil CWM on Panel 16 x 16


Tumbling III Oil CWM on Panel 16 x 16

Happy to share this work at the Ghostwolf Gallery in Old Town Albuquerque NM

Saturday, August 11, 2018

Orkney Islands summer 2018






Stones, Bones and Structures, It was hard to not be mesmerized by the harshness of the landscape.
Capturing the feeling of ancient,
Traveling is an exciting adventure,  working small in books with acrylic paint, ink and charcoal.
Happy to be home to familiar surroundings and appreciating the differences of place.

Thursday, May 10, 2018

The Eye of the Storm and all its Aftermath


Hanging the show Paper Tangents turned out beautifully.  The work to prepare the gallery and get the pieces hung level on the wall was 4 x more work than anticipated.  Curating the show was a whole new interesting challenge which I now realize takes knowledge and skill, both on a psychological level and a technical level.  We had a successful opening and lots of positive feedback.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Paper Tangents


Look its all been done before,
  but not by us,,,,,, or in this way''''''
3 women (2 potters and a midwife) with paper and pencil.  Started.
We started small moved forward with material,
bigger paper, different paper, see through paper,
We added color, and then encaustic, sumi ink, india ink, pens,
oil pastels, chalk pastels, charcoal, and then
there was no limit, whatever material we wanted we used to experiment.
This is not unlike what others do to make art, but it brought new concepts to us.

Every week we took half the time to critique, a learning process for all of us, 
(we found it really important to think about what we did and why we did it).
If you could defend it then it was finished.
No Judgement, no excuses, no-----.
Lots of discussion, about composition, value, form, line,
color, layering on, taking off, leaving space - taking space.
We used each others comments, we copied each other, 
we tried new concepts, and interestingly we each
came out being ourselves.
Our individual work is individually unique.

In the learning we each grew and then found and maintained who we are!

Paper Tangents
May 4-25 2018
Opening Friday 5/4/18  5-9
Art Food Wine Music
Art Gallery 606
606 Broadway SE
ABQ NM 87102